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A Submissive Masochist Slut’s Review of 50 Shades of Grey

I caved. I read it. I didn't read it to count the number of times the same words were used. I didn't read it to bitch about how much better I could have written it. I started reading with an open mind. I tweeted while I was reading the book, and after I finished it.I ...

You seem to be having a good time fucking around slut. But if your Master said He would have you back and you had to give up the others, would you go?

Oh wow. Ouch! I did say "Fuck my mind. Ask me a question." You must be a sadist... And you have obviously been reading my blog. *deep breath* Ok... Let's see if I can answer this. Logically, no. I can never be what Sir is ultimately looking for. I am married. He deserves his own special ...

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Still Bleeding

I have really been having fun the past few weeks. Enjoying myself with incredible friends. Well, most of me has...Reading Bad Bad Girl's blog this morning, though, left me sobbing and shaking. It hits at the oddest times. I want this pain to stop! - Posted from my iPhone

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Sirdrop Saga

One of the benefits of journaling is that this is like an online diary. I write about what is going on in my head. I just re-read some posts. Whew! This has been a very rough month!Now I don't know where I am headed, at least in my sexual adventures, but I am very excited ...

New Divide

I would like to apologize first to everyone that has put up with me for the entire past month of my "self-destruction". (Credit to Sir for that accurate description.) I would like to thank those who offered much needed support. I have personally thanked as many as I could. I have diagnosed myself as having ...

Awww… Sweet Talker…

"One reason for releasing you is that I truly am looking for that special sub who is not married and I can keep cuffed down if I choose to. You are one hell of a submissive naughty slut laurie, so as a result I had little motivation to find that special someone." Awww... Sweet talker... ...

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Not Released… Freed…

After a long hard night at work, I was an hour ahead of schedule. I was relaxing when Sir came online. I said good morning and was pleasantly surprised when he started up a conversation. I was happily enjoying talking about “nothing”. In (what I thought would be) my last message I mentioned that I ...

HNT: "Hair"

Happy Wanton Wednesday and Half-Nekkid Thursday (very early) My hair should always look like this. The "Freshly Fucked" look. I will have to work on that. 😉 Do you feel like sometimes you want to be a little more than just half naked? A bit more than just slightly suggestive? For ...

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I Said "I Will Accept Any Decision Sir Makes."

Finally got up the courage to just ask: A little later after I thought for a bit: Even later with one of my girl friends: C: Is that how you feel?ME: YesME: Hurt. Sad. But not angry. And still want to be able to talk to him.C: I'm so sorryME: At least I had a week to prepare ...

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Fifty Things I Have Leaned So Far This Week

     1.       I brought this on myself. Whatever happens, I cannot ever allow myself to forget that.    2.       Sir has earned my trust and loyalty. He has never done anything to betray me.    3.       I do not have the right to insist that Sir does what I want when I want. He is the Dom. ...