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No Safewords

He pulls me from the driver's seat & over the tailgate, beating me. "Sure you missed me slut?" Thru the pain I cry "Yes Sir!" "There is no safeword today slut, but you will get a reward if you're good. Now we will start at pain level Red & work up..." Screaming, clawing, crawling, fighting, begging, sobbing, ...

Smiles

As I was wondering what to write this week, I found myself getting sadder and sadder. It isn't that it was a sad week. On the contrary it was filled with loved family, dear friends, and even a couple of fun & smart new friends.And Sir.*sighs*I am not even subdropping yet. That usually takes a ...

Good Slut or Bad Slut?

Sir: "Trying to decide if you are a good slut or a bad slut." The endless dilemma of my Dom... Actually I was wondering the same thing myself. This has actually been a fairly quiet week, so does that mean I am good or bad?I spent time last weekend and this weekend at Sir's, but few pictures were ...

Slut Improv

"Since you are doing so well with your task, I am going to add a seventh photo. This one has to be taken outdoors." Now how in the hell was I supposed to do that? My rear facing camera phone had already been frustrating me. Then I knew the answer. My final photo, "Posted with a grin." "Did ...

Do Not Disturb

I didn't talk much online before my date with Sir last weekend. I didn't tweet at all during it. And hardly at all after. I wanted to hold it close, completely let go, and enjoy something we haven't had for months. Time alone together.My makeup didn't make it out of our room. We were going ...

DARING: What are your 50 shades? (TMI Tuesday)

I decided to play along with TMI Tuesday for the first time. I just finished this book yesterday, and much of this was already on my mind, so the title caught my eye. Who am I kidding? It's always on my mind... What are your 50 shades? 1. I enjoy the idea that my partner wants to inflict pain on ...

Guilty

I pled guilty. I laid everything out on the table.  Sir is a very fair judge, and probably a far better person than I am. See who else is being sinful with me today at Sinful Sunday.

Underneath

underneath the domination, strength  underneath the rules, caring  underneath the tasks, reward  underneath the punishment, understanding  underneath the commands, adventure  underneath the torment, arousal  underneath the fear, courage  underneath the humiliation, confidence  underneath the degradation, pride  underneath the angst, serenity  underneath the bondage, freedom  underneath the pain, pleasure  underneath the violation, tenderness  underneath the fight, peace underneath the rage, release  underneath the tears, joy  underneath the torture, bliss  underneath the subjugation, ...

The Rapist’s Eyes

I was discussing what to post today with a friend.I will see if anything pops out at me... *opens folder*I cruised through my folders quickly. I know what's in there, and I know what I haven't posted yet. There were a couple recent possibilities, but neither really 'said' anything to me today. This is my ...

On Sir’s Orders

I did mention the other day about Sir having me masturbate on cam. For me, masturbation is personal... private... done alone...Unless Sir orders otherwise, of course.Playing with myself for Him is something I do enjoy, but this wasn't for Him. This was for hundreds of strangers.So many conflicting feelings and thoughts performing for those men...So ...