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No Safewords

He pulls me from the driver's seat & over the tailgate, beating me. "Sure you missed me slut?" Thru the pain I cry "Yes Sir!" "There is no safeword today slut, but you will get a reward if you're good. Now we will start at pain level Red & work up..." Screaming, clawing, crawling, fighting, begging, sobbing, ...

Figging

This week's Kink of the Week on Jade's site is figging. I have always loved ginger, but now the smell makes me wet. Although I have moved on to stronger sources of heat (up to & including ghost pepper paste... RED!), I do remember my first time. I remember that fear. I loved the internal ...

Signposts

"How do you read the signposts of life? Look at the events in your life. What is unfolding in your life right now? Be aware of both the undesirable and the desirable. Realize that there is always both. And, when you can't see both, then imagine how you want things to be. Hold on to ...

Pain and Collars

Last Saturday, @Domworks offered me his collar, and I accepted it. His wife picked it out for me. It is very simple, soft leather, and I love it. I wear it all the time, even at home and school. I only remove it to shower or get massages.  I have hardly talked about it though. You ...

Surrendering to the Wind

"Now matter how steady your course on life's ocean, wind & waves of fate fight it.  You can constantly readjust or run up a sail & go with it." ~ Me. This morning. Last month everything changed. I left a job and career I've had for the past three years, against my will. I left a relationship ...

Glimpses

Some weeks I am not sure I will have anything to talk about or post for Sinful Sunday...This definitely was not one of those weeks!*grins*You will just have to wait for the talking part though...It is all about the image after all, right?Pictures do not do justice to this week. See who else is being sinful with me ...

Hard Limits. Readjusted.

Each time I redo my Fetishes and Limits list, it changes. I haven't updated mine in almost two years. Since just before Sir. A lot has changed. I have learned more. I have tried more. I have trusted even more deeply. And scary things become more and more intriguing... Now I find the need to update this ...

Strip for me, I’ll strip for you (TMI Tuesday)

I don't play along often, but today's questions caught my interest. A treasured gift from my strip club days. 1. Have you ever danced naked in front of anyone? What prompted the experience? I have danced (well, ok, masturbated) on main stage. I have danced (carefully) on a piano. I have danced (poorly) on a brass pole. I ...

DARING: What are your 50 shades? (TMI Tuesday)

I decided to play along with TMI Tuesday for the first time. I just finished this book yesterday, and much of this was already on my mind, so the title caught my eye. Who am I kidding? It's always on my mind... What are your 50 shades? 1. I enjoy the idea that my partner wants to inflict pain on ...

Guilty

I pled guilty. I laid everything out on the table.  Sir is a very fair judge, and probably a far better person than I am. See who else is being sinful with me today at Sinful Sunday.