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No Safewords

He pulls me from the driver's seat & over the tailgate, beating me. "Sure you missed me slut?" Thru the pain I cry "Yes Sir!" "There is no safeword today slut, but you will get a reward if you're good. Now we will start at pain level Red & work up..." Screaming, clawing, crawling, fighting, begging, sobbing, ...

Smiles

As I was wondering what to write this week, I found myself getting sadder and sadder. It isn't that it was a sad week. On the contrary it was filled with loved family, dear friends, and even a couple of fun & smart new friends.And Sir.*sighs*I am not even subdropping yet. That usually takes a ...

Less is More

I could go on for pages about my first needle play last night. I could describe the torture right up to (and a bit past) my physical limits from Sir while growling the most wonderfully horrible things the night before for even longer.But this is #SinfulSunday. It's not about my babblings. It's about the picture ...

Signposts

"How do you read the signposts of life? Look at the events in your life. What is unfolding in your life right now? Be aware of both the undesirable and the desirable. Realize that there is always both. And, when you can't see both, then imagine how you want things to be. Hold on to ...

This scene called life

Last night I asked permission from Sir to go to the local club for a beating. I arranged for not just one, but two Sadists to be there. I needed the pain.Sir agreed and had only two requirements. The first was that I provide photos (and I did, even though the quality is, as usual, ...

Breathe

or "How to deal with everyday life" Emotions overwhelm Breathe Thoughts race Breathe There is not enough time Breathe You have no control Breathe Your body hurts Breathe There is no escape Breathe Help isn’t coming Breathe Your reactions slow Breathe The torment continues Breathe Insanity seems certain Breathe Focus on your body Breathe Feel the muscles Breathe Experience sensations Breathe Feel alive Breathe The mind silences Breathe Emotions release Breathe Relax Breathe Feel life Breathe Exist Breathe Simply be Breathe There you will find what you seek See who else is being sinful with ...

Tears

I had already been skull fucked into a puddle of tears, saliva, and mucous. I had already been beaten into a sobbing mess. Repeatedly. But I still didn't have cock. I still hadn't cum in a very, very long time.Then he brought out a metal puzzle. "Remove this ring and you may have cock."I didn't ...

Pain and Collars

Last Saturday, @Domworks offered me his collar, and I accepted it. His wife picked it out for me. It is very simple, soft leather, and I love it. I wear it all the time, even at home and school. I only remove it to shower or get massages.  I have hardly talked about it though. You ...

Surrendering to the Wind

"Now matter how steady your course on life's ocean, wind & waves of fate fight it.  You can constantly readjust or run up a sail & go with it." ~ Me. This morning. Last month everything changed. I left a job and career I've had for the past three years, against my will. I left a relationship ...

Glimpses

Some weeks I am not sure I will have anything to talk about or post for Sinful Sunday...This definitely was not one of those weeks!*grins*You will just have to wait for the talking part though...It is all about the image after all, right?Pictures do not do justice to this week. See who else is being sinful with me ...