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Disappearing

Disclaimer: This is not an erotic post, or really sexy at all, so technically not qualified for Sinful Sunday, but I don't care. This is my diary. Writing is therapy. This is a call for awareness, and I am officially activating my personal support network. That means you. I am hurting people I love no matter what I do. It ...

May I please cry some more Sir?

May I please cry some more Sir

And screaming. I think we both need lots of screaming... See who else is being sinful with me this week.

Leaden Heart

This article touched me deeply when I stumbled across it the other day. It came up while I was searching the phrase 'a token of my love'. It begins like this: As a token of my Love.. Today this is still such a powerfully romantic phrase! And it is only today I have learned where this phrase has ...

One Year to Love

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I am leaving @Domworks. Nonconsensually. It is unavoidable. And I fucking HATE it! Next summer, I will be whisked away to paradise and treated like a princess against my will. I left that coast on purpose a long time ago and moved across the country to get here. I am happier right now that I ever ...

Tilting At Windmills

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This has been a week of battles. I would have MUCH rather had kinky sex all week with lots of photos. It would have been much more fun than the full-blown PTSD-Triggered/Pissed-Off-Mama/Nearly-Homicidal-Maniac time I had. People keep disrupting my quixotic vision of a world where everyone just does the right thing. Truly sinful... But I was Right. Every. Fucking. ...

Scars

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When I got my boots I said that they looked "too new". I also said that Sir would remedy that soon enough. He definitely did just that. Now they are scarred, scuffed, and beaten. They are more comfortable than ever. I think that they look much more beautiful this way, and will only become more so ...

On Stage Again

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I spend a lot of time backstage. This photo is from one of those times on a date. It's where all the fun really is. I can watch life's dramas, emotional exhibitions, and audience reactions safely from my spot without personal risk. It's not me on stage, after all. And when the show is finally ...

Attitude

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I really do believe my attitude does change the reality I see. I strive to make my own reality as happy, humorous, and slutty as possible. Caution: Attitudes may be contagious. See who else is being sinful with me this week.

Touch

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"I touch naked people appropriately for money. I touch naked people inappropriately for fun." It is all about touch. I am a junkie. The physical connection to other human beings is such a rush! The more skin, the better. My life revolves around it, so I think about it a lot. At work, touch is my most important ...

Thwacked

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Sometimes it is more about what I really need. And sometimes it is more about what He really needs. See who else is being sinful with me this week.