Smiles

As I was wondering what to write this week, I found myself getting sadder and sadder. It isn’t that it was a sad week. On the contrary it was filled with loved family, dear friends, and even a couple of fun & smart new friends.

And Sir.

*sighs*

I am not even subdropping yet. That usually takes a couple of days. I am not looking forward to this one…

Why am I sad? Because Sir is farther away now. And getting further away by the minute. We are apart most of the time, but it is different when he leaves the state. I can’t feel him anymore. Earlier this week I was missing him horribly for no apparent reason and only understood it when I found out his work had taken him to Portland.

This trip is an awful lot further away than Portland, and for longer than a day.

Many times his work requires his physical presence. No one else will do. And times are very good for Sir right now.

I need to get better at this.

So this week I am just going to hold on to these smiles (and smirk) he caused and remember that this is how I will feel when he returns again.

If that’s not enough, I can always poke this monster bruise on my ass. Sir made sure that reminder would last at least as long as his trip.

(whispers) By the way, I am starting to think Sir might be even more cruel with audiences. Not that I’m complaining…

I miss you Sir. :-*

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7 Responses
  1. shadowedseductress says:

    What a lovely smile you have! Good to remember that there will be smiles again:)
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  2. Molly says:

    I so remember that feeling, every time he used to return to the USA I could feel my heart breaking a little bit. It was the most painful thing for me and I am so glad we don't have to be apart any more. I hope your separation passes quickly.

    Mollyxxx

  3. msbunnywhite says:

    I am the same way. When I leave my Bad Kitty to go back to the US I get really upset and mopey. This time I was crying every day leading up to my departure for the last week. It gets unbearable at times. *hugs* Hope he returns quickly 🙂
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  4. kikamystik says:

    Aww, sorry to hear that. I am glad you have the fond memories though. They sure help out.

  5. cammiesonthefloor says:

    It is so hard to be separate, but your smile is beautiful and hopeful and will light up the room when he returns!

  6. Seconds on your beautiful smile . . . and that lovely pose on your last photo. I'm sure he must miss you as much as you miss him!!
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  7. @beck42069 says:

    You are so beautiful. 🙂