No Safewords

He pulls me from the driver’s seat & over the tailgate, beating me. “Sure you missed me slut?” Thru the pain I cry “Yes Sir!”

“There is no safeword today slut, but you will get a reward if you’re good. Now we will start at pain level Red & work up…”

Screaming, clawing, crawling, fighting, begging, sobbing, the hoarse safewords no longer wrenching out. “You need more slut.”

I could no longer fight, lying limply, face down in my own drool on the hard floor, no tears left… He picked up the pieces.

The wonderful things he growls in my ear no longer make sense. Words have no meaning. I can feel his love deep within my soul.

Why would I allow anyone to torment me well past any safewords? Past trust, to real fear?

Because He needed it.

We all have our own demons.

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52 Responses
  1. owned says:

    ive been there before. i had an opportunity to use the safeword but knowing my master, i knew he needed me to go past what i could take.

  2. Molly says:

    We have certainly done this too. He didn't say 'no safeword' but he did say 'I really don't want to hear that safeword tonight' I knew what he meant and why…. he drove me hard and despite the tears, begging, fighting and exhaustion I loved it too. Sometimes the edge is not what you thought it was and discovering that is a very liberating thing in my opinion

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  3. Powerful words, simple but telling photos.
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  4. pottersproperty says:

    Very powerful!
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  5. ThatPosition says:

    Very powerful post. You put so mane feelings in it Penny.
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  6. curvydee says:

    That was extremely powerful. Hard to read, and has given me a lot to think about too. Thank you.

    xx Dee
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  7. malflic says:

    Beautiful combination of words and images.
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  8. Mr. Will says:

    Wonderful post! Thank you for sharing!
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  9. Kinky Mia says:

    Been there also. You describe the intensity so well!!

    ~Mia~ xx

  10. The Sin Doll says:

    I can completely – COMPLETELY feel this. I love it.

  11. Wonderfully intense words, and complemented so beautifully by the images …
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  12. johndstories says:

    Very interesting post.

    Must be very liberating to be able to know that you won't need any safewords 🙂

    We are not experienced enough to even think about that, and won't be for years and years.
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  13. Penny says:

    This is a very intense post.I felt uncomfortable reading it, but I’m glad I did.

  14. This is one of my favorite places to be.