njoying myself

I have been very quiet on twitter, and not because I was busy with Sir. He was busy himself, mostly unavailable, and I had not been able to see him in a very long time. I remained very patient, content, & tranquil. I did not stress about things beyond my control threatening my relationship with Sir. Everything would work out. I could only wait. I could also worry, but I chose to entertain myself instead.

Fortunately, Santa had been very, very nice to me this year. (Ladies, remember this is what Santa gives the naughty girls.) With the kids back in school, I had time alone again to masturbate. With the combination of the Hitachi Magic Wand, and the njoy Eleven, I quickly got to where I could cum within 30 seconds. I didn’t even need to fantasize. While that is great for those times I might be interrupted, I like those dark thoughts in my mind. So I would have to resist cuming so quickly…

Have I mentioned how fucking huge the Eleven is? Yet I haven’t used any lube at all. My own natural juices are enough to allow either end to glide in smoothly. With the larger end there is a glorious stretch first, but then my cunt draws it in. 

Both ends feel very comfortable, almost as if perfectly designed just for me to make myself cum. Even the smallest movements that I use when trying to avoid cuming hit the right spot. But have an awful lot of practice at keeping myself from cuming. If it’s too easy, it’s no fun.

That’s where the Hitachi comes in. No matter how hard I try, I will cum against my will if it is used properly, and trust me, it is. I also have a lot of experience, on both sides, of Hitachi forced orgasms.

So this is how I’ve spent my extra free time. Masturbating while trying as hard as possible not to cum. Opening my mind and letting the dark things out. With horrible visions in my head, focusing on breathing, following story lines I won’t ever dare to recreate in real life, tears running down my face, not thinking, I move my hands.

Eventually, something sends me over the edge. Usually something quite twisted in my mind. Even while I am cuming though, I start moving my hands more aggressively, forcing even more orgasms out of my body. I know I do not push myself as hard as others have, but I can be mean to myself. I do spend the next couple hours wandering around doing other things feeling like I’ve been raped and grinning.

Was it worth it? Oh, hell yes!

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8 Responses
  1. hubman38 says:

    I'm glad to see you've been njoying yourself!
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  2. Emily says:

    So pretty, it is such a lovely looking thing, and the last pic is delicious
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  3. kazigrrl says:

    I often do the same thing with my glassdildoes and the Hitachi. Powerful combination indeed 🙂

    ~Kazi xxx

  4. Molly says:

    Looks like time well spent to me!

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  5. Simone says:

    Words and images, very complex and sexy…

    xx S
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  6. geekynymph says:

    ohh, njoy eleven hm? *shops* Gotta take care of yourself 🙂

  7. FreakyV says:

    I have never been able to let someone use the Hitachi on me, it gives me a bad feeling when others do it and I can't cum at all, i just want it off of me. It took me a long time to be able to use it myself. Once I used it after drinking and my lips swelled so big, it was hard to walk. i took lots of photo's cause I knew no one would believe me. the 11 looks delicious! going to have to give it a try!
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  8. I've never experienced a Hitachi or any of the njoy toys but they are all on my list! And I wish I could worry about not cumming, but it's so hard to make me cum sometimes, even with doing all the right things, that I can't take the chance of holding back or it may never happen!
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