That Moment

I am dying. This man is going to kill me with his cock. Too big, too hard, too fast. No time to adjust. Too much. Way too much. I scream and beg for him to stop. He smiles and pounds harder, lifting my leg, allowing himself deeper. Too deep. There must be blood. I fight to get away, but it’s no use. He holds me down. I keep struggling. He knows he is hurting me. He wants to hurt me. For real. He’s not playing any kinky games. He doesn’t know me and doesn’t care anything about me. This man’s eyes are evil, and he’s packing a telephone pole for a cock. He pushes my leg up even higher and splits me in two.

I scream for Sir. My safeword forms on my lips…


The tone of his voice is concerned, but stern as well. I forget everything else for a moment and look toward him. Sir is here. I am safe. But… have I displeased him?

I falter for a moment. The vivisection continues. I begin to scream again.

I feel hands. Sir’s hands. On my face. Sliding down to my neck to cradle my chin in his palms. I open my eyes. His face is directly in front of mine. He is speaking gently, his voice a low growl.

I do not listen. I begin to beg. “Please Sir, make him stop. He is hurting me. Really. I can’t take anymore. Pleeeease!”

His fingertips begin to press into my neck gently, but firmly. He continues to talk. His words lose their meaning quickly. As my vision begins to fade my world comes into pinpoint focus.

There is only Sir. And oxygen. The second is a privilege. I exist for him.

Every muscle relaxes. My arms fall outstretched, palms up. My shoulders slump and sink into the mattress.

The cock pushes deeper.

There is only Sir.

He is speaking. I think I am answering. I may not be. It doesn’t matter. I smile at him and close my eyes. Completely his.

My cunt is pounded harder.

My screams fall silent. My body relaxes. My holes open. My mind soars.

Sir watches. In that surrender even he fades away. Reality exists completely of flying and fucking.

I respond now to the cock I am impaled on instinctively. With my brain out of the way nothing stops my orgasms.

The fucking continues. I fuck back, growling.

Sir smiles and moves back behind the video camera…

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25 Responses
  1. molly says:

    I don't know why… something in this post nearly made me cry. The complete and utter abandonment of your self to him is so deeply moving. You are a truly amazing woman. I wonder if one day we shall ever get to meet for real…. I think I would be quite overwhelmed to be honest.

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  2. kazigrrl says:

    I knew subspace was powerful but that goes beyond imagining. Amazing!

    ~Kazi xxx
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  3. Mia Wallace says:

    I am absolutely fascinated by your experience and your words describing it to us. I find that MY words are failing me.

    At first I was concerned and worried; then a little bit shocked, a little bit taken aback; then stunned and surprised; and ultimately amazed at the level of complete and utter trust you have in Sir, and how that trust turned the experience around for you. This was a very powerful read for me.

  4. Huff says:

    That was intense. The emotions your words invoked leave me feeling conflicted. But I'm glad of the “happy ending” for you. 🙂

  5. @xntrickk says:

    Very intense and there is video? Hopefully we get to see that some time.

  6. maddcountrygirl says:

    This is so powerful Laurie, your submission is amazing. Your complete trust of Sir and abandoment of yourself. Your ability to slip into subspace. Thank you for sharing it with us.
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  7. Very candid and intense. You tell an extremely vivid story, and cross lines that we couldn't imagine ever crossing. This is exciting, and perhaps even a little scary, for us to read. We are fascinated.
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  8. sexwithrose says:

    Wow, just wow 😉

  9. Miss Catherine Gail says:

    Ohhhhhh…. you've captured your submission perfectly…


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  10. elenyalewis says:

    It's quite difficult to work out what is going in this picture… which is one of the things I like about it. And the words certainly help me to build up a clearer image… Very nicely done.
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  11. rebelsnotes says:

    The words gripped me from the moment I started reading. I am with Rose… wow, just WOW!
    Rebel xo
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  12. Mistress Mia says:

    I've been to that level of sub-space with my BF – such a freeing place to be. You have described your space superbly……………………

    ~Mia~ xx
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  13. Hubman says:

    While I've discovered a bit of a Dom streak in myself, it's posts like this that clearly illustrate that by no means do I have any sadist tendencies- I would have allowed you to safeword
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  14. piecesofjade says:

    Wow…I'm trying to imagine myself in a similar situation. I really don't know how W would be in this kind of situation. Stern/demanding/forcing me to continue? Or would he back me out of the situation? I do know how I would respond to his insistence that I continue, however he made it happen, but whether or not I would want him to push me that far, I don't know.
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  15. @lustyjezzy says:

    Delicious. Intense. Amazing. Being new to submission, I have yet to sink far enough to find subspace. The trust and intensity of this post is stunning. At first I thought you might be telling a story, to know it was a real experience… just wow and to be pushed past your boundary into a new level, not every sub will know such a gift.

  16. Slut says:

    Wow, I am totally blown away by this post. I can only imagine the level of trust you and your Sir have built between you. This story was very touching.
    xoxo, Slut
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  17. @xntrickk says:

    As a sadist myself, i enjoyed that immensely. Makes me salivate at the thought of that encounter.