Loose Leash, Tight Collar

I am an owned submissive, and I am Sir’s completely. But he also knows I am a total slut. I crave men… many men… and I can’t stop that anymore than I can stop breathing.

Sir keeps me on a very loose leash. I get to play with those many men, some long time lovers, some complete strangers whose names I will never know. It amuses him to watch me with others. I am not sure if it is my behavior with them, or their reactions to me, or perhaps both that brings that smile of great pride to his face. Seeing that smile while I am being pounded into oblivion from behind & suffocating on a 10-inch cock always brings (more) tears from my eyes.

Often I play alone with other men. Sir does the screening, makes the arrangements, ensures my safety, and gives me any instructions. Even though Sir isn’t there, I wear His collar, not the other man’s. I am serving the man (or men) for my Sir. I follow their rules without question unless, of course, there is a conflict with one of His. There have been none, and I have served Sir as well as I possibly could, grinning all the way.

I have often wondered which side was stronger in me. The submissive or the slut. Funny… I always figured it was the slut…

My slut side has not suffered at all being owned by Sir. What has happened though is that it has become, for the first time ever, controlled.

At the same time the slut has also finally become totally free. There is something very empowering about proudly bending over and spreading my pussy in a room full of men waiting for the first of them… all of them… to penetrate me…

Oops, sorry. I got distracted there for a minute.

And always after I have Sir to thank. No matter who or how many fuck me; no matter how they make me scream, cum, beg, cry, and/or smile; it always ends with “Thank you Sir. I love you.”

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9 Responses
  1. mollyskiss says:

    Beautiful, the picture but especially the words. I admire you such a great deal for your honesty and openness and your complete and utter acceptance of your sexuality. This post probably shows that wonderful calm that a submissive woman gets when a Dom is perfectly in control of her sexual desire and needs more than anything I think I have ever read.

    Happy New Year to you


  2. Rose says:

    Love reading it, makes me want to explore the submissive side and see how much I would like it. Also love the collar, it's pretty!

  3. Rebel says:

    *sigh* This is such a beautiful post. You are an example to so many of us submissives out here. Thank you for sharing 🙂
    Happy New Year!
    My recent post Happy New Year 2012

  4. Hubman says:

    I have a serious question , born out of curiosity about how you live your life. And I ask this not in judgment at all, but fascination with a lifestyle that I know so very little about. How does your relationship and your sex life with your husband fit in with being an owned submissive?

    • iSlut_ says:

      It really hasn't changed anything when it is just the two of us. He knows (and has enjoyed) pet. They are good friends now. He and Sir like each other very much. He allows me evenings away to get my “kinky sex fix”. He does not want to participate at all, or even watch that part. The other night when it was just me, him, & pet he left when it was time for me to top her. He did ask though, when he saw her bound in rope and collared to take pictures then closed the door.

      • Hubman says:

        Thanks for answering Laurie, I appreciate it. The dual nature of being married to a man who knows and approves of your fun and being owned by a Master who exerts a lot of control over you fascinates me.

  5. tawana says:

    You state so well exactly how i feel. Thanks for sharing.

    My recent post Training a Domme

  6. kazigrrl says:

    Beautifully put. While I am monogamous by nature I am fascinated by other viewpoints on submission and what it means.

    Happy New Year!

    ~Kazi xxx
    My recent post Cause for Celebration: First Blogoversary!

  7. ~Mia~ xx says:

    Superb post – thank you for sharing
    My recent post A Thought for the New Year