The "Before" Picture

This is part of a picture Sir took before we went out Friday to celebrate my birthday. This is hot but far, FAR hotter is where my head was at that moment. That doesn’t show in a picture. And it is so hard to write.

I had given all of my power to Sir. I had agreed to “Total obedience. No control. Blind faith. Consensual nonconsent. All night. Public.” He had just thoroughly put me in my place, physically and mentally. And we were going out. I was going to do anything and everything I was told to do, whether I wanted to or not. Sir was in familiar territory. He knows Portland. And he knows my mind.

I was terrified. I felt slutty. I felt beautiful. I felt like worthless holes. I felt loved. I felt like property. I needed cock. I existed only to be used. I knew I was going to love it all…

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