Throat Fucking

I have always loved sucking cock, but lately it has become so much more for me than simply giving a blow job. Just over the past few months I have started cuming from it. At first I was going to say that I didn’t know how this amazing (to me) new way to get off happened. It makes me cum, and I love it, so why question it? But I have been thinking about it a lot in the past few days. I think I see a progression leading up to having mind-blowing orgasms with a cock shoved down my throat and no other stimulation at all. Whether or not Sir planned any of this, I don’t know, but it is all entirely his fault.

When I was 16 (and of legal age in the country I was in), I decided I wanted to learn how to suck cock well. I chose a very handsome twenty-three year old man to be my teacher. He did not argue. I remember the very first time, out in the Grünewald in West Berlin, with me on my knees, and his back against a tree. I loved the texture of his skin, the feel of his cock in my mouth, the scent of him, and the taste of his cum. I was addicted from the start. Over the next year and a half, I worked on my skills with him instead of the high school boys. And he gave me valuable feedback. I learned a lot from him.

It was around the same time that I started to work on learning to deep-throat. My ability to swallow an entire bratwurst (and pull it back out) was a trick I was asked to demonstrate often, mostly by the high school boys. I could slip a cock down my throat if I was in a comfortable position, but only for a few seconds at a time. It did not feel comfortable to me, and I did not do it too often. I had enough talents to keep most men happy enough without it, and none complained. Most men are so easily pleased.

Then I met Sir. From our very first meeting, he wasn’t just happy with me controlling the blow job. Our first sexual contact was him shoving his cock down my throat a few minutes after we had met. He does enjoy me worshiping his cock with my lips, tongue, and hands, but only to a point. When he wants more, he takes it. I soon became used to him grabbing my head and fucking my throat. I did not gag too much and rarely had to pull away, but I did not enjoy it physically. My subby side thoroughly enjoyed being totally used, but that is still a long way from cuming.

During the same time, in other forms of play, he introduced me to breath-play. I think perhaps it was just to shut me up. I do get loud. The first time he slipped his hand over my mouth and pinched my nose shut, I tensed at first, but the whole idea of his now complete power over me, over my very existence, overwhelmed me, and I surrendered to him. My body went limp, and I did not struggle at all. After a few experiences with this, I noticed the same conditioned response when it was his cock, not his hand, keeping me from breathing.

Previously, although I had been relaxing my throat, my mind and body were still prepared to endure his assault when he was fucking my face. I was submitting to him, but not surrendering. Now I had learned to relax my entire body and mind with his cock down my throat, and it became so much easier. The urge to gag or pull back lessened greatly. I started to notice just how sensitive the nerves in my throat were, but while I was enjoying this much more on a submissive mental level, it was not orgasmic.

It was during football season the first time I came while being face fucked. Sir has as evil chair designed to hold his Hitachi, and I was crucified on this chair cuming for hours on end during his games. During commercials he would come over and shove his cock down my throat. Now I was cuming uncontrollably, and surrendering to his cock. Just the added stimulation of him fucking my throat would send me over the edge each time. The connections were starting to be formed in my mind.

Other times he would throw some pain in to the combination. The first time I remember was being chained to his bed with a huge dildo in my cunt moving with the gyrations of my hips, the Hitachi firmly pressed on my clit, and his crop on my ass. While in the midst of all of those orgasms, he had me swallow his cock and proceeded to beat me harder. At the time, I believe that was the hardest I had ever cum in my life. Now pain and pleasure could each help me to cum this way.

Now I started to cum without the pleasure, and just with pain added in. Well, no genital pleasure. I am a masochist, so I can’t say no pleasure. Pain is pleasure. I craved for him to beat me while fucking my face. The sensation in my throat began to feel amazing, and now with no stimulation on my clit, or in my pussy or ass, I noticed that it felt as if whatever he was doing to my face, he was doing to my cunt as well. When I came, I came all over.

Finally I started to cum without the pain. Like Pavlov’s dogs I had been conditioned. Simply having a cock slide down my throat was still not enough to make me cum, but it felt awesome. Just the added sensation of Sir taking control, fucking my face, was enough now to send me over the edge.

I am still not able to cum without that surrender, that being taken, but I am working on it. Now when I get a cock in my mouth, I want it deep in my throat. I use it to do breath-play on myself, and crave the feeling of him buried balls deep. I have learned to massage his cock with my throat muscles, and the muscles in my cunt automatically respond. I have been very, very close to orgasm with me controlling the deep throating, and I don’t think it is far off. But occasionally I do need to be reminded to quit being a greedy slut, and that my sucking his cock isn’t all about me cuming. 😀

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4 Responses
  1. KaziGrrl says:

    That is a brilliant, detailed analysis. Thank you for sharing that!

    ~Kazi
    My recent post Playing Post-Surgery

  2. facehoser says:

    I hope you'll post a video of you worshipping Sir's cock and then deepthroating him cumming from it. That would be beautiful to watch!

  3. @xntrixxx says:

    “The connections were starting to be formed in my mind.”

    That is a great line and it gives me the motivation to try this as well.

  4. Roxanna says:

    Hi I'm sooo happy to have read your post. I've been wondering if there is anyone else like me out there!
    I always liked to be spanked a little and rough sex, but with my bf we slipped into another realm. It started off with him trying to shut me up from all the shouting during sex when he would shove his cock I'm my mouth to muffle me. It excited me so much and when he pushed further and accessed my throat the feeling of being totally dominated by his cock made me cum hard. It seems that the orgasms tie in with gagging, i start to gag and my body turns it into orgasmic convulsions. Now I actually cum more from getting throat fucked than fucked in my pussy! The other day he filmed us and it looks like im suffering but then i cum and cum and cum. My bf and I are a little worried about our behaviour. We are not part of any bdsm community or into calling him sir or wearing leather, but when he tied me to the bed that also turned me on a lot. Are we sadomasochistic? Is it ok between consenting adults or is this a disorder? Can getting regularly throat-fucked long term cause any physical damage? I would love to hear back from you!